Almost done with school.
EagerCAN SHE DO IT?
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Maybe.
Oh and also.... I had a really interesting dream. If anyone here is like... good at interpreting or something.... maybe they can tell me if it means anything. It was just so peculiar. Here's how it went down:
I was in a very large, dense forest by myself. I don't remember exactly why I was there, but there was the feeling in my gut that I was on a mission of sorts. A very important one, possibly to save someone (at least, that's what it felt like... specifically, to save a small child... don't ask why). The forest floor is entirely covered in ferns, and since I'm kind of a small person I had problems stumbling through the large plants.
As I trekked on, I came across one of my guy-friends (for the sake of MySpace, he shall remain anonymous). I was relieved to see him because I was a little scared alone in this dense forest. I stopped to talk to him, and I don't even remember what we were talking about specifically... but we were talking about each other. Then suddenly, I kiss him very lightly, very shyly on the lips. He didn't protest, and the kiss deepened but then suddenly he pulled away, looking at me with wide eyes. He stepped backwards a few large paces, then turned and ran off.
Well, what do you think eh?
I do happen to have a crush on this guy but I'm not sure if I should tell him or not. What I'm feeling is taboo in the first place. :/
LIFE'S A DRAG SOMETIMES YEAH.
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i <3 the art of ~nikkithebee
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"I'm reading your lips cause I'm a fucking retard"- Tomas Kalnoky
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"Thats stuff's like napalm, y'know? You get a little sugar on you and it burns and burns." - Duff Goldman
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it really does. all my friends are getting out earlier and its gonna be BORING.
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i <3 the art of ~nikkithebee
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"I'm reading your lips cause I'm a fucking retard"- Tomas Kalnoky
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"Thats stuff's like napalm, y'know? You get a little sugar on you and it burns and burns." - Duff Goldman
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i <3 the art of ~nikkithebee
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"I'm reading your lips cause I'm a fucking retard"- Tomas Kalnoky
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"Thats stuff's like napalm, y'know? You get a little sugar on you and it burns and burns." - Duff Goldman
I actually love interpreting dreams, so.. I'll try my best. >:3
The big forest is probably supposed to represent.. school, life? I'm not sure, something that's constantly around you, and the "mission" is probably your daily ritual or some form of constant in your life.
I think maybe the small child is supposed to represent a helplessness, like maybe you're afraid of changing something? Or maybe I'm completely off. |D Although, this might pertain to you not knowing if you should tell him or not.
The ferns might be there to represent the struggling you have in your everday life, and how you feel absorbed and overwhelmed with everything you have to do.
The fact that you were relived to see him is probably correspondent to the fact that you love to be around him, and feel that he can make any situation... standable? |D *loss for words*
The short, meaningless conversation is probably representing the daily interaction you have with him, that, in bits, means nothing, in particular.
The kiss is the main thing that's gonna be a little difficult to assess, because I'm not sure JUST WHAT KIND of relationship you have with him.
The fact that he didn't protest was probably because you feel he'd be surprised if he were to find out that you like him, and him pulling away, shocked, would probably represent all your doubts about telling him.
Knowing that he made you feel safe in the huge forest, seeing him run away probably made you feel really lonely and helpless, so maybe you ARE the small child, or something, and you're afraid that that's how you'll feel if you tell him about your feelings.
...Lol, I love doing this. |'D
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-She's got her head in the clouds-
-Don't know if she'll come down-
-She can't get to bed-
-She's got this song stuck in her head-
A lot of people have said the same thing about why he pulled away. Yes, I am afraid of rejection, but I am almost 100% expecting it. He's so hard to read, which is also attractive but intimidating.
It was funny, in the dream, he didn't know how to kiss. Like... it was his first kiss or something. It was amusing, actually.
I just hope... that things work out.
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i <3 the art of ~nikkithebee
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"I'm reading your lips cause I'm a fucking retard"- Tomas Kalnoky
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"Thats stuff's like napalm, y'know? You get a little sugar on you and it burns and burns." - Duff Goldman
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